All sounds good

I am genuinely sorry if anybody misunderstood my post, i was just genuinely interestedand can explian why.
As i used to do a lot of sploshing i always loved being the reciever, dont get me wrong, getting the lady back was good but i was a bit of a selfishy and liked it all on me
Wehn i first got a pc and then started doing little things on yahoo groups and seeing other sites i would skip over the male wam, to be honest it just didnt interest me in the least.
Now 7 years later, although i still enjoy getting messy etc, i have suddenly realised that i have done a complete turn about, now i would like to give more than receive, and i would want to mess a male up, i also find the male pics just as interesting asthe female.
I think the question i was asking (as well as confessing my naughty secrets) is has anybody else changed how they like sploshing to be over the years? Am i enetring a new phase/ or maybe i am just opening up to other things more now im older

(not that old ) lol.